Thursday, July 31, 2008

Money is not RED, Money is GREEN

So as of now, my mail is going to my mother's house up in Nashville. My future permanent address will be in Illinois at my cousins' house (though any mail can be sent to the seminary directly for me). Because of this, I forgot to tell you all some very exciting news. The best way is to just quote the letter my school sent me.

"Dear Alison,

I wanted to let you know what a pleasure it was reading your application. Your many gifts, intellectual curiosity, and enthusiasm make you an excellent candidate for seminary education. We at the Lutheran School of Theology at Chicago will be enriched by your presence here among us.

You have been selected ro receive an ELCA Fund for Leaders in Missions (FLM) Scholarship for $3,000. LSTC is pleased to also grant you a financial aid award of $6,200 which, along with possibly the Munderloh Foundation Scholarship, will bring your total grant to full tuition, based on nine classes for the 2008-2009 academic year....."

WHO'S EXCITED?!!? I knew about the FLM and the Munderloh (which I am still holding my breath for = $2,500)... but the very generous financial aid was news to me. How wonderful is that? When I was busy being all melancholy that I didn't receive a full tuition from FLM months ago and worrying about covering costs, God was busy taking care of me.

*Sigh*

It feels so good to be taken care of. Thank you LSTC... and of course, thank GOD.


Blogs to come in the near future when they have photo support:
*My last day of Starbucks where I was attacked with whip cream. COVERED from head to toe in about 6 full cans of whip cream. Multi colors, too. Thanks guys.
*The presents I have received from people that were so completely unexpected. With that, an ironic note on the "coin" left in our tip jar in the place of real money (one side says "Where will you SPEND eternity?") and how I can't wait to cure the wounds those people have inflicted on the public.
*More on how much GOODBYE sucks and how BLESSED I am. I know in my bones that I am meant to be in seminary. I'm so so so glad that I have the support I do. THANK YOU!

Monday, July 28, 2008

middle ear infections are not RED, well, maybe they are...

So I absolutely loved my vacation... except that I had been fighting a cold/dealing with allergies in those varying climates the whole time (and a week before). So after I got a little water in my ear because of the ocean, rode up into the sky and let my ears pop... my body revolted and my ears never unpopped. Just today, after taking some antibiotics, are they getting ANY better. Silly colds. Silly allergies. Yay health insurance....



In other news, I've been saying goodbye to Chattanooga. This of course means the place, but more so, the people. Oh, the people. See my littlest favorite person in the picture? That's L's beautiful baby girl, Abi. *Sigh*


I don't know if I will ever come back to Chattanooga to live but it certainly has part of my heart. It has been the first real HOME that I've made for myself and I don't think that ever leaves a person. Being on my own, meeting the people I've met, growing up, learning about love, discovering what family means... Couldn't have happened better anywhere else.


I'm packing up at the W's and sorting out the storage unit. Then all the stuff gets separated between Nashville and Chicago. I look forward to the day when half my stuff won't be in storage somewhere. Perhaps I should make this move a big cleansing of CRAP. I have a lot of it, you know. But I have pack rat genes and fear that as soon as I throw out something I will most certainly need it. That and I don't have ample funds to readily replace things... should I throw out something I might need. So, I don't know. What to toss... what to keep... what to move with me to Chi town. OY!


Alas, God has perfect timing and I am feeling ready for the next step of my life. So, despite how much saying goodbye hurts, I cannot wait to be in seminary in Chicago.


And one way between Chicago and Nashville on southwest is generally between $39 and $69... so I'll be back to visit. Soon.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Book reviews are not RED, they are READ

Yes, I've been reading. I thought I'd add the reviews I posted on Facebook's "BOOKS" application.

THE SHACK

I would like to say that I don't catch on to trends... but that would be a lie. I don't like the hype about them but I get curious. I have to read the book to put my two cents in. To know what the big deal is.
The first time someone mentioned "The Shack," I noted the title. The second time, I was getting curious. The third time, I wanted to read it. But life is busy. I have a stack of things to read already. I put it in my "to read eventually" stack in my head.
Then one of my best friends started reading it and liberally quoting to me parts of the book that he knew would get me. Would speak to me. And the book really did call out to me. Even better, he went out and bought the book for me right before a trip to the beach. Armed with ice water, sunscreen, and a pen, I opened the book. I finished it within the week. The whole book is underlined and circled. I texted quotes the entire time to my best friend. Read things aloud to my friend at the beach. It is BEAUTIFUL. Touching. Direct but tender in its approach. So much that I needed to hear about letting go and about loving people.
READ IT. Then let me know your favorite quote. Mine? "You don't have to have it all figured out. Just be with me." -Jesus to Mack

(and you've already heard me talk a little about this one, but here's the official buzz)
TWILIGHT

At first, this book really reminded me of one of my all time favorite WB television shows, Roswell. I own the three season box set on DVD. I've got the story down. Basically, a very normal human girl is put in danger and is saved by a mysterious (and gorgeous) boy who tells her to keep the secret. Of course, he lets her in on the secret. Why else would we stay tuned? Of course, things progress from there. It gets too intense and boy thinks it would be best for him to stay away from her for HER safety.
What I have to say... is that I might like the vampire version better. There wasn't a sense that Max might KILL Liz at any moment. I don't know if Stephenie Meyer watched Roswell or not. It IS a classic story line whatever way you cut it. The point, really, is that she does it BETTER. She takes the classic star crossed lovers and turns it up a notch. It is addictive because it is so easy to get into this story line. As a girl, I could completely see myself in a rainy town at a new school bored with life. Until... a vampire saves me from being crushed by a pickup truck. HELLO! Who wouldn't keep reading?
I am anxiously awaiting book four....

Thursday, July 24, 2008

My blog is red and yellow!!

My blog had a facelift. I hope you enjoy it. I also hope you can tell me how to get that scandelous strip of blue off of my beautiful red, yellow, and brown blog. :(

I'd also like to know how to make my blog wider... I know for my screen it is merely half the width of the screen. Odd. Silly template. I wish I knew more html. Sibling?? Help!!

I am not RED!! Neither was E&R's wedding!

My mother says that my cheeks are beautifully blushed but not red. I'm going to go with that one.

Bottom line: Everyone needs to visit the beach at least once a year. I have never been a big beach person. I am a red head. I have extremely sensitive skin. I tend to not enjoy anything where I am outdoors for long periods of time. I burn. I encounter bugs. I get bit. Just not a very positive experience on the whole. BUT I do love taking a walk on the beach when the sun is not beating down on my skin. I do love letting the waves push and pull me in a very lovely kind of lullaby... and I even like (occasionally) getting caught off guard and smacked upside the head when a wave breaks right over me. It keeps me humble. Keeps me sandy. ;)

Let's see if anyone out there can get this quote. My mother was at a loss. "YOU... are like wet sand in my underwear." 10 points to the lovely lad or lass who guesses the movie and or actress who said it.

So the beach was lovely. I loved having mom time. I loved having family time. I loved having chill time. The original purpose of the North Carolina trip, however, was my cousin's wedding. I had a free flight to anywhere in the US courtesy of Southwest Airlines... and an invite to a wedding with family members I had not seen in years. Bonus: it was a trip with my mom out of town... with the possibility of an added beach trip. All signs point to YES.

I really enjoyed the wedding. What I find hilarious, however, is that it was such a complete 180 from the previous weekend's wedding. T&K's was last weekend. This is the happy couple in the photo (pro photos by Amy Callahan). It was just lightly religious (almost to the point of hilarity when there was a hint of religion in there). It lasted barely 15 minutes. The reception was short and sweet right after the ceremony in the church. Later there was a smaller reception with dinner and dancing. Short and sweet and to the point. Classic black, red, and white. Bride in classic white dress and groom in classic black tux. T was ecstatic and I loved seeing him so incredibly happy. I have to say that my brother was dashing as best man in his tux with a red vest. Anywho, beautiful wedding. That was week one (wedding four).

E&R's, on the other hand, was a catholic wedding. And though the service was not a full mass, it followed along the lines of a classic church service. E&R sat down. There was a sermon. There was singing. It was 45 minutes. (I LOVED it - a beautiful balance of everything). Also fabulous was that there was no handing over of the bride. None of this "who gives this woman?" talk because the priest did not believe in the tradition. He thought it treated women like they were possessions. So interesting. I always find it awkward when the father is standing up there for 10 minutes at the start of the ceremony between the bride and groom. Is anyone else weirded out by that? So I embraced that change. Then again, I also like the change up; "Who presents her" and the response is, "Her mother and I do." At mine, we aren't doing any of this placing my hand in my future husband's as a sign of handing over. At least, that is my current stance. MY wedding is a far, far, distant thing.

There was also lots of mingling before hand. I enjoyed that. Anyway, the food at the reception was fabulous. I mean, not just good. FABULOUS. I enjoyed pretty much everything I tried the whole weekend (ok, I don't much like orzo - but I try it every time just to be sure). This isn't to knock other wedding food, but besides K&D's wedding (they are both chefs...), food hasn't been anything stand out. So, way to go E&R.

Oh! My other favorite part were the colors. Purple and yellow. Pale purple and pale yellow. Gracefully beautiful and elegant. E actually wore a very simple satiny pale yellow hand made dress. She looked elegant to boot (she's sitting in the photo above). R had a yellow shirt under his tux and the groomsmen and attendants (and fathers and whomever else got the memo) had on yellow ties. Even one little boy had a yellow tie! I loved it. The flowers, the bridesmaid dresses (purple), the cake, etc. E&R even had little M&M candies with their names and the date on them in little boxes as favors. Yum!

Okay. I promise that is the LAST of the wedding stuff you will hear for a while. That's my last one of the season. I am done! There were only 5 this season. What slackers.



Thursday, July 17, 2008

Sand is not RED, but my skin will be


I should be packing for I am North Carolina bound. My cousin is getting married on Saturday so I get to spend the weekend with select family members. Then my mother and I decided that we needed a little beach time. Ok, we needed a LOT of beach time, but we allotted ourselves a mere three days of glorious sand and sun. We've got a little condo, a deck of cards, our bathing suits, and some sunscreen. Good to go!

So if I haven't yet gone to the beach, where have I been? Well, lets just say I found a book and devoured it. Then I read the second book in the series. Then I immediately bought the third. They lasted almost two weeks. What were these fabulous attention grabbing books, you ask? Why, none other than the Twilight saga that has swept the nation. Catch the trailer to the movie (out in December) or read up on your twilight trivia at the movie website. I can't wait!! It really is an addiction.... The fourth book comes out the first day of August. I will be at Barnes and Nobles. Yes I will. Oh, here's something else to devour. Enjoy! (P.S. the picture in this post is Edward and Bella. Edward is a vampire. Bella is just a small town gal who fell in love with him. *Sigh*)

That's really been about it. Besides starting to say goodbye and preparing to move north, I have stayed busy with coffee and my two fabulous girls. I won't want to say goodbye to either of my families here so I'm trying to figure out how to best leave parts of my heart behind. No one said it would be easy!!

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Toddlers are not RED, unless they're covered in paint... and then you have a problem

I absolutely adore the 3.5 year old that I live with. She says the most hilarious things. Asks the strangest, yet to the point, questions of anyone I know (including other three year olds). Haven't you heard that any great philosopher can be disproved by a three year old asking, "Why?" on repeat? It is so true. "Why?" to questions that can only be answered, "God made it that way" or "Just because." So frustrating on my half of things because I wish I could explain more. Par example:

Watching Aladdin: "Why is it a volcano cave?"
Listening to Music in the car: "Why is this song louder than the last song?"
Eating breakfast: cereal "Why is this a square?"

I also LOVE the way she prays. LOVE it. So simply pure and -- well, simple. She thanks god for the sunshine and the rain, for my friends at the coffee shop, for her stuffed bunny, for every member of her family (including me). Whatever is in her minds comes across in prayer and I adore her lack of filter. Why sometimes it isn't the most flattering prayer about those around her, sometimes it is shockingly beautiful.

This of course goes for random comments she makes as well. Today, driving, I honked at someone who cut me off and said they weren't paying attention. She asks me, "Were they on their cell phone?" I couldn't help but laugh. And just now, addressing a letter to my brother, she asks if I'm doing that because I love him. She likes to tell people that other people love them. It's a big deal lately. She told her parents at the dinner table matter of factly last night that I loved them. Too great!! (And of course I do love them, but I love that she picks up on it, too). Then again, I am also secretly afraid that she will burst out my affections for a certain someone in front of him and find me turning all shades of red. Alas...

I guess that's all I got. Everyone have a happy fourth of July. I've got a little less than a month left in Chattanooga and it is already breaking my heart. :(

Monday, June 30, 2008

Books and CD's can be RED, or Blue, or Black...

I apologize for my slacker nature and lack of posts. I have been taking time to read books lately instead of playing around on the internet so much. Two very excellent books, mind you. I live the philosophy that life is too short to read bad books. What's the point? Alas, I only have a handful of books that I will read multiple times. I hate when I already know where the story is going and what will happen. So it has to be the language that keeps me coming back to a book. The poetry.

On that note, the first book I've been reading is Practical Magic by Alice Hoffman. I fell in love with the movie when it came out and then happened upon the book after that. While they certainly have similar story lines and themes, they are beautifully different. So the book stays interesting because I always remember how the movie goes before I remember how the book goes. This reading is my third time through and I am discovering it with new eyes. I've decided it is a book about two sisters: one who falls in love too easy and one who finds it hard to fall in love at all. It is the study of this particular difference and how each sister copes with her "problem" through her life (you follow the two sisters from youth to late 30's). Some quotes for your personal enjoyment:
"Goodness, in their opinion, was not a virtue but merely spinelessness and fear disguised as humility."
"He knew exactly how to hit a woman, so that the marks hardly showed. He knew how to kiss her, too, so that her heart began to race and she'd start to think forgiveness with every breath. It's amazing the places love will carry you. It's astounding to discover just how far you're willing to go."
"There's no point being afraid to see people for who they really are, because every once in a while you see into someone like Gideon. Deception and dishonesty are alien to him; sooner or later he'll have to take a crash course in the ABC's of bullshit to ensure that he won't get eaten alive out in the world he's so anxious to get into."

Fabulous, no?

The most recent book I picked up is Don Miller's Searching for God Knows What. I'm only two chapters in but I already enjoy the guy. I read most of Blue Like Jazz my Freshman year and saw the guy speak at the Tivoli a year or so ago. While I know some of my Christian friends can't respect him, I believe that taking his story/advice with a grain of salt (like you should ALL christian "self-help" books and bible studies) is completely fabulous. He is very real and very upfront about our faults as Christians. Here goes:
"The very scary thing about religion, to me, is that people actually believe God is who they think he is." Which discusses the idea that we ALL have God in a box.
And after discussing the idea that people can't change, he says this: "That said, I do believe people change, and I do believe life can get better. I have changed, slowly and with time, the way a tree grows by a river. [... A friend of mine] believes the only thing that truly changes a person is God's truth, that is, His Word and His working in our lives through the Holy Spirit. This makes a lot of sense to me, because the times in my life when I have been most happy haven't been the times when I've had the most money or the most freedom or the most anything, but rather when I've been in love or in community or right with people." -Don Miller

Again, I love it. Makes my mind crank and churn. Hurts a little, all that honesty. But I keep on reading. I like his theory that religion is merely an invitation to know God. That's it. Bottom line. How beautiful is that?

So I've also been listening to a lot of music. What else is new, right? I just made my friend J a cd and am working on a "Goodbye Mix" to leave behind in my stead when I head north. If you'd like a copy, let me know. You might already be on my list. I decided I needed to start keeping track (no pun intended) of these playlists in the event that you might want to download a few tracks for yourself. So here's J's mix. It is mostly about moving on and growing up and dealing with being single (since we are both in the same place, this was an easy cd to make seeing as I've been listening to all these songs on repeat).
Red Head Survival CD
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Chocolate -Snow Patrol 3:12
Far Away - Ingrid Michaelson 3:04
Time - Chantal Kreviazuk 4:07
Let Your Beat Go On - Brendan James 4:01
Your New Twin Sized Bed - Death Cab For Cutie 3:06
Can't Get It Right Today - Joe Purdy 3:54
Disappear - The Gabe Dixon Band 4:57
On Your Porch - The Format 5:12I
Miss You - Blink-182 3:48
Lately - David Gray 4:14
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane 3:57
Sweet Baby James - James Taylor 2:50
No One's Gonna Love You - Band of Horses 3:37
The Underdog Spoon 3:42
Intervention - Arcade Fire 4:19
Control Mute - Math 4:36
The Weight - The Band 4:35
Don't Think Twice, It's All Right - Bob Dylan 3:40
Breakable - Ingrid Michaelson 3:10
I'd Say I'm Sorry Now - Shawn Colvin 2:22

I also picked up Panic at the Disco and Death Cab's newest albums and have made my way through them. My thoughts if you are interested are jumbled. First of all, I bought the Death Cab CD, "Narrow Stairs," right away and my brother and I worked our way through the tracks telling one another to listen to "Cathy" or "Twin Sized Bed." I think this album is sort of a regression into their older style of music. If you were a fan of Death Cab before 2005's "Plans" came out, then you will most likely be a fan of this album. I think it will be a harder album to get into for those that only jumped on the bandwagon with the Plans album. My friend G and I decided that this album hearkens back to 2003's "Transatlantacism," but that both Trans and Plans are better. Don't get me wrong, Narrow Stairs is a great album, but it isn't nearly as cohesive as Plans. I can sit and listen to Plans without stopping. With Narrow Stairs, I find myself skipping around, skipping over, and eventually changing discs. Maybe as the album becomes more familiar, I will enjoy it more. I'm still trying to be okay with the fact that "I Will Possess Your Heart" is 8 1/2 minutes and doesn't get into the vocals until over half way through. It's a shame that I generally don't have the patience to make it to the amazing lyrics (which I will now, of course, quote for you).
"How I wish you could see the potential; the potential of you and me. It's like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you can't read just yet. You gotta spend some time, love, you gotta spend some time with me. I know that you'll find, love, that I will possess your heart."
Only slightly creepy in that incredibly romantic way that only Death Cab can pull off.

As for Panic at the Disco, be prepared for something ENTIRELY different than you've heard before. Perhaps you are one of those that believes Panic was merely a fad of the high school crowd and would phase out of popularity in due time. Ok. Perhaps their popularity ship has sailed because this new album, "Pretty. Odd." has lost the blood pumping peppiness of their former "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out." If you are seeking out Panic! for that "fever"ish sound, you will be disappointed. If you love Panic! for a little more than that, please pick up this cd and give it a try. I adored "9 In the Afternoon" the first time I heard it on the radio. I'm warning you, however, it is one of the most upbeat tracks. You know how "Camisado" picks up after that quiet intro? If it lived on the Pretty. Odd. album, it wouldn't. The most delightful surprise was track 12, "Folkin' Around." I have always loved that Panic! plays with words. Being an English major, I appreciate lyrics that aren't typical. God bless country music but I could probably sing along to any country song the first time I heard it. So "Folkin' Around"... totally a banjo bluegrass sound. AMAZING lyrics, however, cause it to now be track one on my Goodbye Mix. Be prepared for a sound you've not heard before.

Folkin' Around
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"Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two
Where summer's lasted longer than
Longer than we do
Where nothing really mattered
Except for me to be with you
But in time we all forgot
And we all grew

Your melody sounds as sweet
As the first time it was sung
With a little bit more character for show
And by the time your father's heard
Of all the wrong you've done
Then I'm putting out the lantern
Find your own way back home

If I've forgotten how to sing
Before I sung this song
I'll write it all across the wall
Before my job is done
And I'll even have the courtesy
Of admitting I was wrong
As the final words before I'm dead and gone

You've never been so divine
In accepting your defeat
And I've never been more scared to be alone
If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep
Then I'm putting out the lantern
Find your own way back home."

Well I think that's all you need from me, today. Best wishes for a fabulous week!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

update

I get asked a lot what I am up to. I forget that I rarely explicitly say exactly what I am up to on this blog.... that was originally created for that purpose.

So here's the deal. In about a month, I am moving back to Nashville. I'll be staying with my mom down in Thompson's Station and visiting friends and family in the area. I'll stay busy and the time will pass too quickly... and then I will head north to the ever windy city. My anticipated move in date is the 20th. That's a wednesday and I picked it because I generally like wednesdays and they said I had to move in before Friday. So there you go.

Timeline:
June 29th (Sunday) : They are recognizing me at church. Pastor included the word "surprise" when he told me I had to be there....
July 18th - 23rd : Cousin's wedding in NC. Also a nice beach trip with my mom and possibly other fabulous Bradley women
July 30th (Wednesday) : My last karaoke night in town. Plan to attend. I'll buy you a drink.
July 31st and August 1st : My last two days at my coffee shop...
August 1st/2nd/3rd : I begin moving back to Nashville this weekend. Still no decision about whether to transfer all my things to a storage place in nash, leave them here in this storage unit, or leave them on the side of the road. Possible yard sale in the near future.
August 2oth : MOVE TO CHICAGO!! Not sure with what belongings or with what family members. I'll keep you posted. TWO MORE MONTHS!

So I've been applying for financial aid and mailing things north as they need them. I still have to do a writing sample. This could be a breeze (being an english major) or horrifying (being an english major). I'm going to try to knock it out today before work. I'll need a little coffee to get through it. Lol.

Any more questions?

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Stuff Christians Like is not RED, unless you turn red in the face from laughter

I LOVE THIS BLOG. Especially this particular post. I get asked to pray out loud a lot... going to seminary and all. This made me laugh quite a few times.